Sunday, May 31

and he brings me my coffee

summer where the world turns green, the trees sway with an unconscious breeze
and he brings me my coffee
today iced with a little cream
small hands chasing black ants
that i forgot to noticed
as time passes, short speed, long highway
sunday morning poems with no for thought and no plans
and he brought me my coffee
today hot with a bit of whipped cream, sauce and peppermint

Monday, May 18

Seriously

My professor changed a date on a test. And now I am in major freak out mode because of it. I have to cram x,y,z info into one test, along with a bunch of other things piled up on me-

secondly I really don't think the world can handle the population growth- after hearing arguments about water on npr from both sides of the fish bucket, it seems like the world just needs to drastically change in some very serious ways-

how do that?

Our economic system, has no growth factor in it. You can bail out all the major companies in the u.s. and it want in the end do a lick of difference-
no jobs no growth, no investment in people no growth- capitalism is flawed!
invest in the people and not the corporations, give people jobs, in industry with environmental regulations, make products, increase need

you need to go back, but is it possible? if we go back to nationalizing our products- would it even be possible?

Here it goes, we longer don't produce a lot of the things that we buy, and even though we are buying less, we still buy-

If you produced these items back in America- it would equal jobs- jobs equal spending- spending equals revenue- revenue equals savings-

You adjust the price to wage- people will save for goods, you could regulate workers rights- you know buy here, buy in america-

but were a global player, i would says 75-90 percent of our goods come from china-
we support there economy- thus when our economy fails so does there-
in the last ten years, our dollars into there economy has allowed for a very finely tuned military-

what does this all mean? in the end were all fucked?
it means more folks in the lines for food, more hording of resources, and so on and so forth, i don't have the answers i just have my theories

Wednesday, May 13

Nothing exciting to report

Is it true you get more boring as you get older? or you realize that being simple is a lot less taxing on the soul?
I am restless, without any money, and can't travel, its digging under my skin-
I seriously need some time away from this space, this city, this current rut. I need to miss my own bed for just a couple days, nothing lavish-

My current projects: starting a painting of starry night for a friend, she wants my version-
doing something black in white, and perhaps drawling- I need to get in touch with my artistic side again, before my mind starts to flutter-

on the kido news-

he's been 100% potty trained before the age of 2 1/2! He does have an occasional accident if he has a nightmare when he sleeps- but that's pretty normal-

I am no longer worried about his verbal skills, he might be a little behind, but other areas of his personality adjust for that- such as he now knows how to use a mouse on the computer, select his own dvds and turn them on, write the letters I and D, and O. Recognizes and sings along with the AbC songs, knows every word to twinkle twinkle, and thumb man-
his favorite phrase 'mama, what's that?' seriously a broken record, but at least he's curious about the world around him.
Were out of the phase of throwing himself on the floor tantrums- but now are into he hits, or slaps a person if they accidentally hurt him, or he accidentally gets mildly hurt- (if it really hurts he wants comfort) don't know what to really do about that one-

thats about it

Thursday, May 7

I'm here

Just feeling sorta here, my mind is a bit cluttered with sadness, listing to old songs, and remembering old times.
thats about it, keep it on the flip side

Friday, May 1

some things about me

I saw this over on another blog (oranginadreams) that I thought might be fun. Just highlight the things you’ve done. Here are mine……

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars

3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis

10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight

22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb

26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run

32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelos David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painte
d
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater

55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial

71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House

87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life

90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone

99. Been stung by a bee