watching the weather change

fall is turning it's corner, a dry, and brown fall. the hot wind is being blown away, slowly. hopefully positive change will come.

my friend is in san Francisco right now the jealousy is pursing through me. i can't believe its been almost six years since i lived by the ocean. that seems like a long long time ago, in a world very far away. before children and husbands and raver boys.
where i was a dreamer and less of a realist, when i was young.

well its been a werid sorta week, i quit my coupon job (after i got the news that there would be another job that paid more hourly for me that day) and am organizing some conferences, and i love it, seriously love it. its so much better. i am actually treated like an adult, and not a fucking child. i love the pace of it, and always having something to do.

so its not long term, but as a contractor i never have gone without a job for more then a week. i am also looking for other options of long term placement. i am also setting another email account up so i can retest the assement test that the company i been working gives since i now know how to take is correctly. rolls eyes, i cant appear to accomplish or to much of a leader, yaddidaaa daa dee da.

ezra lack of naps finally caught up with him last night, especially since he refused to go to bed before 10pm last night and crash, he also had a blood pocket in his tooth. i wasnt here to experience it.