excited

about my creative writting poetry class for next term. I also enjoy the professor I had, so this will be good. Yes the poetry class will allow me to escape from urine and blood! Urine and blood will allow me to feed my family in the future, where poetry will not. I enjoy the poetry, and with urine abd blood I will be helping people but still not total frying my morals for a job. I have sadly realize, that if I get a tiny bit of enjoyment out of my work that is good enough, and that a part of working is just for the paycheck. I once was idealistic and thought my art, my writting would, make money, or i would be great and famous, or i would make great change in democracy, ahh that was just a dream..