healthy start

i have my second therapy appointment, and even though right now I feel fucked up afterwords, I am at least trying to deal with my life, and mental issues..
I am also on day 5- of quitting smoking, I can't ever say I won't smoke again, but I am trying cold turkey, and my ultimate goal is never to buy my own smokes, so if i have a drink and smoke i am not going to be mad at myself, i just can never have my own supply and since i live in a household of non smoking, and turn down smokes at school today, i am feeling pretty ok for myself...